Jenny

It has been a while

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:17:26 GMT

I forgot about this place. Tasteful, understated, but I do not agree with all the purple.

New Yearz

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 22:19:17 GMT

Last night was eventful. I hung out with two of my girl friends for a bit then went to Shannon's house. Then we all went to hotbox her bathroom even though her parents were home, which in hindsight is really dumb. But anyways it was really good and I was really far gone (I'm a lightweight) but Shannon hadn't eaten all day and she started freaking out. She passed out and then started going in and out of conciousness and these weird shivering, shaking, heavy breathing fits. We were all too messed to know what to do so we just kinda held her and gave her water.
It was a good time regardless. She got better once we started watching Labyrinth which is a crazy trippy movie. David Bowie wears tights and these effing goblins creep me out.
Then all the boys left and we watched Legally Blonde cause Shannon didn't want to fall asleep and die or something.
The actual New Year was lame. We missed it by a few seconds and we were preoccupied with Shannon anyways...

Good times though. I'm a bit burnt out and hope my parents don't think my dress smells or anything.

Hope everyone partied hardy

Christmas

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 02:29:17 GMT

Christ probably loved presents.

I celebrated yesterday: I got candy, gum, clothes, a guidebook for Morocco, a guitar stand, a magazine and some other random nice stuff. My family doesn't go over the top or anything and I'm getting a lot of money anyways for my trip next year.

Which by the way: Morocco looks too fantastic, and hot. I need some skirts and stuff.
I love Value Village. I bought all my fam's gifts there!

Skiing was AWESOME. Lake Louise has these awesome bowls with so much powder and it's great. I really scratched up my skis though cause there were many rocks, but we are tuning them now so it'll be ok. I did my edges all by myself so props to myself

I had race camp today and got a snazzy sweater. My team this year is fun

I'm tired, just had relatives over and such. I need to go catch up on how everyone else's holidays were!

Christmas!

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 00:37:11 GMT

So I am off to Canmore tomorrow and the whole house is busy with packing, tuning skis etc. I am going to ski at Lake Louise, Sunshine and Norquay (Banff). I am so excited! Minus the whole family part. My cousins and nina will be there, which is alright but they can get annoying.
Today I had no school cause the ski team was up at Mt St Louis. It was nice.

Well I just wanted to say Merry Christmas (and happy Hanukah) and whatever else you may celebrate! May your parents and friends bless you with many gifts.
I woke up at 6, so now I am going to die sleep in my bed:)

Birthdays

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 01:51:31 GMT

Are never as good as you expect.
But it's ok.
I got some cinnamon buns from my friend and my other friend gave me some pictures she printed from the Zombie Walk and there's a cool one of me. My parents bought me dessert and I made pancakes.
The concert was alright, I wore this reallly naked dress that was strapless and basically I had to make sure I didn't flash everyone in hte audience. I had a solo, it was good. Hoorah.
I need more reasons to dress up
IM 15
yeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I was feeling down for unknown reasons but now I'm cheery and ready to drink tea and eat an apple
and oh man I'm excited
:):) have a good one

Arts Junktion

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 01:54:26 GMT

If you live in Toronto (which probably no one does) then you should go to Arts Junktion (then come visit me)
It's this amazing place with FREE stuff. people donate stuff from movie sets or just old junk and it's all organized and you can just TAKE IT.
It is an art kid's fantasy. I'm excited.
I need to make homemade christmas presents...what to make for a 23 year old man? and a 16 year old boy? Brothers are hard.

Fun fact: climate change makes my legs itch

I like

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 00:31:57 GMT

To make Sock Puppets. I am doing 2 upcoming projects involving sock puppets. hah now you can't tell that I am a terrible actress!
Lionel Conacher is the best Canadian athlete of the first half of the 1900s. I'm doing him for a project, but not DOING him more just researching him because he is dead and yeah. He played: hockey, baseball, rugby, wrestling, boxing, lacrosse and running. What a beast! I made his sock puppet outof a big wooly sock, kinda like he is a big wooly man I guess.

My birthday is
THURSDAYYYYYYYYYYYY EYYY
I'll be 15 and you better be wishing be salutations and congratualtiongs. Wanna hear some terrible news? I have school Christmas concerts for 3 nights this week. Including the 13th, Damn.

I like hippy men
I went to the climate change rally on the Global Day of Action (saturday) which was in protest of how crap Canada is about bringing change and right now they are in Bali ruining everything. It makes me SO angry. It was freezing and a crap day but I managedand got a sign and it was fun. They estimated about 3000 people in Toronto and many thousands more all over the world.

I saw being John Malkovich. So GOOD! But awfully crazy. I would very much like to be a genius and make movies likethat. just like" imagine this! a portal into someone's head!

I can't stop chewing on my thing that -drawstring- i suppose, but it is yummy and I can't stop chewing it and I had to write an enlgish essay about Romeo ad juliet and stuff but man I would really just like to write an essay about how futile it is to teach Shakespeare cause man he was good but every year? So not necessary, we could be studying modern contemporary books that are just as good and probably more relevant!

Typos! ooooooooops

Finally

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 20:07:03 GMT

Skiing was too fantastic. Blue skies, no one there, a little powder, the best hill in Ontario.
I have been dreaming of skiing for so long.
And it was so much better than school.
Maybe I should just be a ski instructor for my life?

I Like

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 22:07:50 GMT

Cribbage, computer solitare,
Not orthotics. They are weird on my feet.

My old camp counsellor visited my school today. What a dork! I love him!
I need a pastime
Skiing tomorrow
YES

Crepes

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 02:42:34 GMT

Taste very good. Why is this hyperlinked?

Beirut=Good just listening music. Just Listenin'!

Had confrimation class and a lady came in to talk about her faith journey and how her sister is a quadraplegic. It's frightening. I don't feel like I am on a "faith journey" because I never feel God's presence though I probably should...

Busy Busy Bees

I want to explode.

And delete everyone off my msn because I never talk to anyone
add me at jennymutton@hotmail.com
if You want to talk

SchoolSchool I have many tests, oh dang.
:P:P:P:P

30 Days Has September, April, June and November

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 02:03:53 GMT

I like to imagine other people's lives as if I was the main character. And I like to write. here:

A Scene From Your Life

"Something smells FanTasTic!"
she announced to the cleanest kitchen this side of the tracks.
He waited for the inevitable routine.
She spun around and kissed the pancake on the griddle.
"Hey Sport!"
A hand touched leg and minds raced. He grabbed the counter for support.
"Pancake?"
She laughed, head tilted and mouth still. The door clicked silently behind her.

A Scene From Your Life II

"This could be the love story for the ages."
She turned her attention to a passing truck, rust-red in the dusk light.
"Will this be ok?" he asked tentatively, watching her eyes squinting in sudden realization.
"It's gotten too cold."
He let go of her wrist as she slid off the cement bench.
"Babe," she drawled from the sidewalk "this could be the love story for the ages."
Her wink struck him as careless. She tiptoed back home.

PA DAY

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 22:52:01 GMT

I like PA days. i have done nothing all day: Drove all the way to Guelph and back to drop off Katie at university. Drank Starbucks, bought a present for Laura's birthday.
I made her a arts and crafty thing. I wish there was a course at school called arts and crafts and we made macaroni and bracelets and hemp and pipe cleaner structures. I wish I could coast through high school doing courses like that and maybe a Baking Class and Interpretive Dance class or maybe just Yelling Really Loud class because everyone needs to yell really loud but we don't get to do it enough.
I bought white eyeliner because I saw it in a magazine. I am a sheep (my last name is Mutton) I know I know. But it looks ok, even if I never wear makeup. If I did then everyone would say JENNY jenny you're wearing makeup oooh oh ooh
And stuff like that, y'know?
D'Arcy is crazzzzzzzzy. he's all nice and "oh I think you're great soo funny and stuff" and then he is super mean to me the next time we talk. Something is not right about him but I can't put my finger on it.
When I grow up I fear I will not be able to settle down and I don't think I can have kids or marry because I get bored easily and man 18 years is a long time to look after kids and what If stop liking my husband and we have to divorce and go through all that. And what If I get a dumb desk job and I can't last because I am bored just sitting down for 75 minutes each class. I will have to travel the world! which sounds great but maybe my parents fear I will never come home. I should be a journalist because I like writing and traveling but who knows? because my idea of journalism is glorified from tv and magazines and such.
I think I should learn how to fly like petrie in The Land Before Time because he was just scared but he could really do it. Maybe we are all capable of flying or super strength but we are all too fraidy-cat to do it. I won't be jumping off buildings anytime soon.
I want to be a world-famous (something respectable) not a popstar, though I could do with indie-rock-musician. I like music and singing and guitar and people so who knows? Maybe a poet but I don't know many world-famous poets, maybe just novelists who write poetically but man I can never get through any of Michael Ondaatje's books and I don't want to become that.
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR I need a scream chamber in my house to scream in
I made a hidey hole in an old book. I will hide things init. I have nothing to hide unfortunalty. Let's make some secrets?

Gettin Out

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 00:59:16 GMT

I am going to Morocco next year for three months
Pretty sure, unless something falls through
I'M GETTING OUT OF TORONTO
Yesssssss
I mean I love this place a lot and I love my friends
But man, it's getting so old.
I need to shake it up.
Meet new people at etcetera. I will improve my French skills and hopefully learn a little Arabic.
I can't wait for next September. ( I get to miss 3 months of school.)
In other news ski season has started! One club is already open and I must convince my mom to let me go and skip school one day. I get so excited just imagining the feeling of the snow under my skis. Probably the most amazing feeling.
I did really well on my report card. yeah 92 average but don't freak out, my school is easy peasy.
My friend David came back from Michigan this weekend for a visit. His dad passed away two years ago and he had to move. But he visited and man I miss him. What a good kid.
Grey Cup is on, in case anyone is a CFL fan. i'm not. Lenny Kravitz is the half-time guy and he is crap.
Amazing Race is on though.
Have a good One
And Happy Belated American Thanksgiving

Where's Waldo?

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 01:03:13 GMT

I just spent the last a few hours playing clue with Clarke and Jackson and where's Waldo? Unfortunatly they are dating so I'm awkwardly part of their little cuddles...
We get to pose our own yearbook photos! I need to plan to make it THE BEST EVAR. Suggestions?
My friends are back from New York. Yay. My buddy Kristy passed for 21 and bought them alcohol. Wowww. I don't think drinking on a school trip is the greatest, but hey whatever floats your boat.
Cosmo constantly has amazing sex tips. Do they ever get recylced?

It's almost clementine season. I'm pumped.

I've gotten some marks back. I'm doing well just not as well as last year.

My mom is getting kind of depressed because after ehr hernia operation she's still in pain and she has to work so she can't take hardcore painkillers. I hope she cheers up it's kinda freaky seeing her so pathetic.

Some music man came into our music class today and made us play a name game so we barely got to play his stupid piece which is supposed to sound like a robot but it's just weird.
Anywho
or hoo
It gets really dark. I'm out of school at 3:30 and the sun is setting.
The bus comes infrequently and there is construction and I get super anxious X 358685
Have a good one

My Feet

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 00:54:18 GMT

are messed up. Actually my whole self. i'm pigeon toed and knock-kneed and my hips are locked and I need orthotics. And I can't run anymore. Maaaan hope orthotics fit into my regular shoes! My Chiropractor is realy nice though.

I talked to my guidance counsellor and she says I could miss half of grade 11 and still pass. SWEEETT I'm so out of here next year.
I hate how I have to plan my whole life in grade 10. I have to choose grade 11 courses which are prerequisites for grade 12 courses which determine what you whole university is which determines your WHOLE LIFE.

All my friends are away this weekend and I'm lonely.

And I have 2 tests tomorrow.
Blah I can't wait for summer.

Does it feel like sunday to you too?

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 19:24:08 GMT

I took apart an old walkman. I want to be a motherboard. They look so sweet.
I am anxious for no reason. And shouldbe working on something or other.
Man

Halloween?

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:58:00 GMT

Was good. I went to Jackson's with a bunch of people and watched Dawn of the Dead. Which was really crap. Not enough zombies; it was all humany-interaction stuffs. I was dressed as a really butch lumberjack which was basically my normal clothes but hiking boots and a beard and an axe. I was a damn good lumberjack!

Today was fake prom. It's when one dresses up all fancy and we have a little mini-prom in the foyer at lunch. Therewas streamers and punch and cake and it was pretty sweet. I wore this flea-market black velvet thing but it was a little big for me and I was fallin out a bit. Oh well. I danced andgot hot and I like my school. Halloween at arts schools is awesome!

This grade 11 is having a huge teenage party tonight and I was invited by my friend but I don't know the host and I don't really feel like getting super trashed or having to care for super trashed friends. I'm a bit lame but man I feel kinda crap and wanna hang out with my mom and practice my flute.

So allow me to be a teenage girl for a bit now- you can ski pthis part.
I am actually truly crushing on someone-crap!- he is Jacob. He likes Kristy, who is my friend but also very shallow and superficial and judges people by their clothes and I don't get why he likes her cause I thought he was above that. Well I'm a bit bummed out about that-but hey, that's life.
There's this grade 12 named Darcy and I've nevre really spoken to him but today he joined my friends and me for desserts at Demetres (a restaurant) and he was intensely staring at me and wanted me to go with him for Chinese food and invited me to a party at his house and I've liked him for a long time but man-I dunno. I've heard creepy stories about him and my friends would think I was an idiot because he's a bit-I dunno! I can't describe it. A little much...
Anyways its a p.A. day tomorrow and I'm prolly going to Darcy's.
Man I suck at people.
I'm bummed so I'm gonna chill out hardcore tonight
Have a good one though!

My Hair Is

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 01:51:35 GMT

A Banana. i tried to do Billy-Idolesque white hair but it is yellow. Oh well, I will survive!
I went to the library today (Yeah shuup) and read graphic novels. Yum I like them.
Agh Halloween! I'm must fix my costume.

Oh Finally Friday

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 21:30:22 GMT

I have to go make pancakes soon. I just did a language test on the inter-net and got 42 out of 70. Oh man I suck...

Whatever! I got Bittorrent and it's really sweet! I can download 987568376 shows!
I finally get math class
YES
Tomorrow is my church flea market. Yes cheap old people clothes!

So I want to change the world but I'm a little lame so I need some inspiration. Maybe finish high school first.
I'm looking at going to Morocco next year for a semester. I reeeaalllllyy want to go! It's the only place that will take me as a little 15 year old. I want to get fluent french.

It smells like fall and I'm so excited for raking my leaves into a big pile and jumping into them. Oh man!
And Christmas is coming up and OH i love holiday cheer!

All the grade 9s at my school are going to the danc etonight.
School dances= awful
arts school= 4 boys

Whatever! I am going t osquish up bananas with my bare hands.

Zombie Walk

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 23:26:37 GMT

The Zombie Walk was super fun. I dressed sorta as a dead bride with a gunshot wound and terrible makeup. Basically i looked like a clown in a dress. Shuup I suck at makeup.
So I went with Clarke, Jacob, Sally and Megan and their friends from the beaches. I expected the freinds to be cooler but they were lame. hey didn't even come in costume!
There were 843747643 photographers and I growled at them and ate their brains and probably some horrendous pictures of me will surface. I will show them if I find any.

I'm tired. Last night I had a sleepover with Clarke and Margaux and Jackson and Rein were there till 2 and we watched Howls Moving Castle which by the way is sweet! Those movies rock pretty much.
And the night before that I had Commencement and I made a fool of myself and I looked cute though, but I was out late as well. SO tonight I am ripping some stiches to rid this jacket of shoulder pads and then off to bed!

School is yuck.
Zombies are cute.

Still Sick

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 23:55:32 GMT

I saw a man today who either had really large hands or a really small head. He was talking on a phone.
I am going to school tomorrow.
Humidifiers (or is it a dehumidifier) don't work.
paralbala

But I Don't Really Care....

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:34:42 GMT

Today was the barbeque for all the ski racers at my club. Some guy tried to convince us all that we needed to do dryland training to win and most of everyone signed up. i didn't. I'm pretty bad at racing but I love it and I don't need some hardcore workout regime to make me really awesome. I just do it for the spandex, actually....
And the boys in spandex.

I ate SOOOOOOO much. And I am barking like a dog I am sick.
Oh man! House! I've been catching up and wowza so shocking. I'm in love with the Indian doctor. Was he in Harold and Kumar?
I went to my cottage and our neighbors have a hot Australian exchange student. Oh man. If only I wasn't 15 years old and a little bit lame. I am still looking for ways to get away from my friends and family. I'd do a full-year school abroad but they're so expensive and I don't have a job. Maybe I should just GO and figure it out later. Oh wait I still have to finish school. High school! Gr!

I'm thinking I should just be a socialite becuase somehow they have money and I'm pretty charming. But the Toronto scene isn't very hip and cool. Actually I'm thinkin I should be a teacher, but only becuase I'd be really cool and all the kids would like me. Sweet. No I am seriously considering bumming around some ski resort for my whole life. Yeaaahhh

Does anyone know a good music sharing program becuase I used to have Limewire but it was crap. I spell because wrong every time.
I'm sure today is some special random holiday like Argyle Sock Day or Celebration of Jet Skis or a crap holiday where we don't get off school but it is still in agendas and obscure calendars.
So how's it hangin?

Thanksgiving

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 19:16:03 GMT

Give thanks, though I really don't know who to thank and fr what. And I don't like turkey. My mom is back from Italy tonight. I wish she wasn't. I liked it without her, it was less stressful.

I'm thinking: safe injection sites are a good idea and the Conservatives are dumbasses, at least in Ontario. Mr. Tory is an idiot! There was a protest for Myanmar today but I didn't go because I didn't plan ahead. It would have been neat though.

I went to a party yesterday but it was a gifted-kid party so it involved twister instead of alcohol. I found out that this guy I've known my whole life molested my friend. He's gonna get off scot free because the school says it was a one-time thing. But it isn't; he's touched other girls before and he's a huge creep. I don't know what to do but I want this asshole to be punished for what he did.
It's weird how someone you've known for so long can be so....
I don't really know how to say it. But I've defenitly felt the creepy factor from him before. agh

I try to practice flute every day but it takes extreme willpower to start up. I would like to be reaalllyy good but I am competing with little Asian child wonders.

Boys are dumb. My friend just broke up with her boyfriend and now he's all over her french excahnge student, which is like someone dumping you for your sister. Yeah, he's gross. He was at the party last night and it was tension! Luckily I am a ridiculous person that is good at releiving tension.

Have a good Thanksgiving! Oh, thanks to people for taking a slight interest in my life. And thanks for honey because it is so tasty.

Breast Cancer Awareness Day

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 00:42:15 GMT

It was today. Everyone wore pink (pretty frightening) and there was a bake sale, though not much awareness. I thought it was just wear pink day or something? Which makes me think: if there is such a big deal about breast cancer, shouldn't there be spirit days for tetanus and malaria and herpes and probably chicken pox.

We are studying WWI in history. My teacher has skinny little legs and acts like a teenager with a large binder. In the battle of the Sommes over a million men died. Imagine over a million men dying today (from North America). Imagine the UPROAR! Times have changed. I think most things are blown out of proportion. I don't like "media" though that is a very large thing. I don't like Etalk Daily or J14 or People becuase they emphasize the most mundane, unimportant things like an extra 5 pounds or what Nicole wore.

I'm pretty guilty because I still enjoy those things. I must go cold turkey.

I wish I had the willpower to be vegetarian. I'll try veggie dogs and if they are good then maybe. I really only eat hot dogs and chicken.

Clarke Margaux and I are making a book. Not really sure what it's about yet but so far it's a random mish-mash of poems, stories, drawings and thoughts. Maybe one day you will pick up some bestseller and be like hey, this girl was on Livejournal!

Rawr!!!!!!! It's funny how everyone stereotypes the dance majors and they are all exactly the stereotype. Not even generalizing! It's eerie. I don't get it! So much money for such little fabric. At least second-hand I'm saving money for something better. I have about 500 dollars. I should buy a train ticket and ride around Canada. I bet that would be boring. Nevermind then!

Have a good one..

Nuit Blanche

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:12:20 GMT

Was good. I met up with a bunch of people after hanging with my daddy for a bit. They had rum and whiskey. I suppose rum gets better every shot. Anyways I got really drunk and made very emotional confessions and started to cry a little bit. Oh man I was such a fool. I don't really remember much more until we watched some short films and I sobered up.

I tried smoking pot as well but it was my first time and I didn't get high. i guess you could say my friends are bad influences on me. My other friends don't do stuff like that. But I felt like total n00b so I thought might as well get it over with.

Teenage culture is really dumb. I would've been just as happy hanging with my dad and actually looking at art. I can't remember which art there was. Actually there was a sculpture of meerkats I think. And I told Jackson my childhood looking down on a silver car with bright headlights.

The staircase was yellow.

I woke up at 3:30 and I am backwards. I took a cab home this morning at 7:30 and fell sooooo sleepy. I'm stupid.
Anyways I have school work but I am a bit crappy right now. Raaaaaaaa

Anyways